Just Keep Swimming...

I was having a conversation with a customer the other day. He tried to give me advice on women, love, and relationships. I have a lot of friends who are players and pimps. Actually most guys i know are players. But that doesn’t mean men are bad people. It just means that there is a reason to it. If a certain male is like most men i know, he is probably a player because of a girl that made him that way. The customer that i was talking to the other day told me that i’m 19 and i should enjoy life, not get tied down, and live it to the fullest. He said if he was my age he would be talking to every girl in the store. The way i see it, guys don’t want to fall in love. Guys don’t want to be tied down. Also guys don’t want to care. Why? because they don’t want to get hurt. When a guy opens up to a girl and really cared about her. He’s vulnerable and only she can hurt him. Thing about girls is, their blinded by whats in front of them so they never actually appreciate or see how much she actually means to him. long story short.. Love sucks. Love hurts and it fucking sucks when you get hurt or when a girl breaks your heart. This is why guys don’t want to be serious or don’t want to love. But to me, even though it hurts, the feeling you get from when you actually love someone is indescribable.. and it’s amazing. 

-Ali Samael